On point

 

I’ve had that title rummaging in my head for a couple of months. What I don’t have is the article that goes it.

On Point what? What does my subconscious expect me to get from that?

Today was a good day

Is life measured by the good days? or by the bad?

Will my children remember the good days?

Are they enough to make life bearable?

I ponder all this while procrastinating. Instead of studying I am sleeping. I am doing nothing. Well not true… I am reading a novel. I bought three two weeks ago and I am finishing number two. I want to write like these awesome authors who always suck you in and leave you wondering for days.

We went out to Moca today to the Mundilo festival. It was very small but we enjoyed ourselves.

I should sleep because I have to work tomorrow but as tired as I am I can’t go to bed. I want to do something, anything. I want to feel I am moving forward. I want to feel I’m being worthwhile.  But nothing seems to quench this feeling this need for what? Approval? Guidance? Self….something? I don’t know.

I’m hungry for something. For what?

Breastfeeding strike

 

Yep.. You read that right a breastfeeding strike! If you are wondering, am I leaving my child without nourishment, NO. She on the other hand refuse to take the breast.

What’s up with that?

I asked my breastfeeding consultant and she says its normal and can last up to a week. A WEEK. She normally breastfeed to fall asleep. So either she wants no sleep or no eat. Maybe she is counting calories

What ever her problem is, she needs to get over herself and start eating. First of all I can’t get her to sleep without an hour to two hour long fight. Second I do not have that much breastmilk stored. She needs to get her act straight.

Please tell me this will get better…

Santa called…

The whole story is I maybe have Santa Clause on my contact list… and he called!

How exiting for my son. Who spoke to him a whole 2 minutes before ending the call to watch tv. I sometimes think, wait no, I KNOW he is addicted. Just as I know I AM addicted to tv. It captures my attention and very seldom does it ever let go.

He asked Santa lo lower his voice because his sister was sleeping and to get him 2 paw patrols from build a bear with their equipment. Rubble and Skye. If he only knew how expensive they are. But of course I will find a way to get him one. What else can I do.

Today’s post is very short, mainly because I do not know how to come up with just a theme for my blog. I like talking about my day, but it doesn't seem to be interesting to people. No one reads me. And it makes me sad.

Being Back

 

I have bowed time, and time again to continue this blog no matter what and I keep failing. WHY?! Maybe because I have no audience I feel no motivation, or maybe it is something else. Oh well. You cyber friend will hear from me. Maybe because I did a new craft or maybe just because I can.

 

What is life?

What is its purpose?

Why I am STUCK?

 

Lets see if you can answer them for me.

 

Thanks!

Power Word

 

What an interesting concept. Power Words, it can go either way. Can be something mechanical, emotional or even sexual. It all depends on our intonation, and when you type, well how is that really?

I wanted to do a writing challenge and use a list of power words, but then I looked over the list and I didn’t like any other word. Maybe what I consider to be power is not what you do. Got me thinking what ARE my power words? What would render me speechless, surprised, happy or sad.

What word would make my soul tremble?

What word would make your soul tremble?

Baby Girl Dress

 

I’ve made a couple of dresses for my Baby Girl, and this is one of them

I took the patter from Crochet World Magazine then added the flowers and trim for contrast. The yarn is extremely soft and pricey I found on a local shop. The yarn was really soft but so heavy and that ultimately made me not put the dress on her as much as I would have liked.

 

Hope you like what I write….. Let me know.

Pretty Little Christmas Ornaments

 

My son is in head start and I felt like I do not participate enough in his school so….

I decided to make something for the kids for Christmas. There are 20 kids, ten girls and ten boys with 4 teachers. I bought 10 different color yarn to make Christmas ornaments which the teacher later can make a craft with the kids in December. Maybe place a picture so they can put it on the Christmas tree. Who knows. I just hope I get them done in time and that they like ‘em.

I used this yarn with a 3mm crochet hook

This is a picture of one of the ornaments. I will make 2 of each color for the kids.

Hope you like my crocheting.

Coming back to write

 

Sounds a lot like

Coming back to craft

Coming back to life

Maybe I am. Who knows. I have not been myself in so long I guess I forgot who I am. Penny for my thoughts? Nah.. they are so scattered they aren’t even worth that.

Lets hope the fog clears to a new and better me…

Accountability

 

I wrote a long post and I was content with it. Then the program I used for blogging broke (not technical term) and I lost it.

 

I do not want to do it again.

I will just include the photos.

 

Beach Time